Oct 29, 2003 19:02
I am amazed
When i look at you
I see you smiling back at me
It's like all my dreams come true
I am afraid
If i lost you girl
I'd fall through the cracks
And lose me track in this crazy lonely world
Sometimes it's so hard to believe
When the nights can be so long
And gave me the strength
And kept me holding on
Chorus
You are the love of my life
And I'm so glad you found me
You are the love of my life
Baby put your arms around me
I guess this is how it feels
When you finally find something real
My angel in the night
You are my love
The love of my life
Now here you are
With midnight closing in
You take my hand as our shadows dance
With moonlite on you skin
I look in your eyes
I'm lost inside your kiss
I think if i'd never met you
About all the things i'd missed
sometimes it's so hard to believe
when a love can be so strong
and faith gave me the strength
and kept me holding on
You are the love of my life
And I'm so glad you found me
You are the love of my life
Baby put your arms around me
I guess this is how it feels
When you finally find something real
My angel in the night
You are my love
The love of my life
- Jim Brickman -
Alrighty, so obviously it's not to a GIRL, and it's to a guy. -- <3 Kreig
I don't know what's going on.. I wish I did but i don't. He texted me last night but my phone was off and i got it at 8am this morning when i got to the school parkin lot. Yea, I definately started to cry when I read it. =[ I was so happy but at the same time still.. well sad.
I visited him @ work today.. and we chatted. Andy definately wacked me way too many times with the wet towel rag thing and I was like that's LOVELY. Then he gave me a peeler and I had to peel potatos? Yea Don't ask. I just did. Anyways, we talked.. and.. I don't know. He said he wanted to call me last night to tell me but he thought I'd be sleeping, so he just texted me instead.
Nikki was right.. I SO shoulda called him last night but Being the chicken shit that I am, I didn't.. Figures. STUPID Tiffany.
I just hope things will get better from here.. and he gets to think about things more..
I really really hope I get another chance.. =[ I don't really know what to do. I know what I want, and would like to see happen.. I just need to be able to spend more time with him.. definately. I wana see if he wants to do anything tomorrow maybe.. watch a movie and just, ya know the same ole thing. =] :: sigh ::
I'm sad.. very sad.. was heart broken but then he now changed his mind, so I have more hope sorta... not really but, more than I did last night.. Last night was like I got shot in the face & heart. =[ I called Meliss, bawling my eyes out.. it was terrible.. we talked and I calmed down some.
Today people tried to comfort me by giving me hugs and such.. that was nice of them.
I got Chris Austin and Josh Haapenin's senior pics. I definately almost died when I read what Josh wrote LMAO. I bursted out laughin so hard.
"Tiffany,
I love you always and forever
-JOsh"
LMAO WTF IS THAT. it was so random I definately almost died.
Chris Austin is so sweet. OMG you guys, that kid is definately the most sincere and nicest person ever. MISTER EAST LONG MEADOW! COW BOY UP!!!
ME, Toni & Veronica all went.. "Awwwwww!!! that's soooo sweet!!" when we read what he wrote to us in the back of the pics he gave us lol. So cute.
ANyhow.. yes.. I hope Kreig calls tonight.. I wana call him but I'm afraid he'll be too tired or something like that.. So Fingers crossed we get to talk tonight. =\ I just gotta not give up and keep tryin.. I'll never give up... I hope he realizes things..
well.. yeah.. I'm just real sad.. I was so happy to see him today! =] I got a hug and stuff =] Ahh!! ok shut up Tiff.
YEA AND FOR THE RECORD.
Matt Is A DICK
That is all. I'll write more later.
OMG THE OC IS ON TONIGHT!!!!