Feeling Lonely
After another single Valentines Day I have been feeling so very lonely lately. After my relationship with Miles I was ready to be single and convinced myself I would never get lost in another relationship especially during college. But after four years and four exruciating Valentines Days I am starting to feel that I REALLY need a boyfriend. I'm really tired of short-lived sexual flings or taboo relationships with the wrong people. What I need right now is a good, dedicated man who can be there when I'm bummed, understand my stress, apreciate my ambitions, recognize my wants, satisfy me sexually and of course be there as my friend and companion. Joseph taught me a lot about my capacity to love and be loved. I am ready to love. It's not so much anymore that I'm swimming around looking for a dick to ride. Now I'm starting to get serious. And I am getting lonely.