into a million miles deep hole of lies.!
i have been lying to my job!
and i can't find a room. uggg
i am frustrated, so i started watching too much television
i also bought a down comforter, so i've been sleeping quite a bit.
i'm still having fun sort of though; i made a pair of earrings today, and i also did a heavy lot of thrifting. i bought two bras at the salvo. i also argued with some old ladies over the price of this other bra, i thought it was 2 dollars, because it was a bra, but they said it was 3 dollars, because they said that it was outerwear, a sports bra. but i wouldn't wear it as outerwear, so why should i pay 3 dollars? what evs, ladies.
i also found a cap that looked very similar to the one above, but it was kind of a trucker hat, and it was daisy duck. i was looking at books at the thrift shop, and this guy was next to me, looking at cook books and kind of going in and out of states where he would either be talking to me, or to himself. i paused for a moment to take a step back to look at my possible purchases. the guy looking at the cook books wouldn't shut up about how cute the daisy duck trucker hat was, but before i walked away from him and the books, he asked me, "you aren't actually going to wear that, are you?" and i was feeling kinda bitchy because i had run into an acquaintance and had an awkward conversation previous to this one, so i just said yep, but then i didn't buy it! wow! i can't believe that he actually convinced me not to buy it, i regret this!
i am starting to think that i should just quit trying to live iin san francisco and move on to do something that i really want to do, since i am not really that excited about san francisco in the first place, but who knows; maybe i would be excited if i could find a room and not be exhausted from commuting every night!
wow; i just typed thing instead of night, and it seems to me that the two words contain the same letters.
tonight i made the mistake of drinking coffee at 11 p.m. i can't sleep!
oh wellz
i am off tomorrow