A sequence of sounds that takes me back.

Jul 31, 2004 15:54

You are a bit blurry, I like it, you look softer if that makes sense. There are many faces that are shining bright and should continue to but they are fading fast and soon will be emptiness, the ultimate black, but I will see them when I blink like if you stare at a screen for a long time then close your eyes, something of what you saw remains. Then there are faces that are already gone though I am still here, some I wish would make a final appearance, a flash of beauty for me to behold, others I am realizing never really mattered that much or if they did, they hold no real importance now, I will look back fondly but as for their not being here now, it is okay. And still there are others that have just come into view, stepped into the light, that I want to see more clearly, but clearly it's too late. Maybe it's for the better though, I'll have less to long for in the future. And as for you, I don't know you anymore, despite your finding out more about me, you complain of where I'm flawed in my behavior in a way you think is so adorable, but it only makes me resent you and be less inclined to do what you want, I will be the resistance. SOUNDteam.
Previous post
Up