Jul 13, 2004 03:08
I think that perhaps I am a bad friend. Mostly it has to do with the fact that I make it hard to be friends with me, I think, by not ever making plans to do things with anyone other than my cousin or my girlfriend. I'll call people from time to time when I am not busy but rarely will I commit to plans. I guess maybe I just don't put as much effort into friendships cause school always took care of my seeing them. I used to never see anyone from school during the summer, and this summer has not been much different, only brief meetings here and there. I wonder if I will feel a ton of regret when it's over.
Tomorrow I paint for the first time since school ended. It will be a bold endeavour. My plan is to paint a portrait of a girl. Not realistically, but not necessarily abstract. I've never painted a girl except for two small naked ladies, and little Margaret with the big boobs and lovely bow that most of you saw.
John, Peter, and Hannah, I will be contacting you about lunch. Does Wednesday sound good to you guys? I'll try and call.
Donald, I think Katy will be setting up a play date for a small group of us in which I will see you. How you feel about that new Mase song? Personally, I think it is ok, but could use a little less singing and a little more rapping. Also, the "livin the vida without the loca" is a bit cheesy perhaps. Then again, I've been known to be more than just a bit cheesy.
Hannah, I really expected to like your pink hair and my enjoyment of it far surpassed those expectations. I think I like it a little faded, and I would like to take a polaroid photo of it. Thanks for the smoothie.