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I suppose I should finally open this page and write something. I've been out of St. Mungo's for nearly three days and each day I feel worse. I miss Percy. I've actually missed Percy for such a long time, since we ended our relationship. I suppose as a Professor at Hogwarts, I shouldn't go into much detail, but it was due to arrogance on both our parts, mine and his. I suppose we've always been too smart for our own good and thus we split. I had been hoping for a reunion of sorts this summer. I was ready to apologize for my part.
However, I will never get to do that. Percy might as well be gone and it is quite sad. He had such a brilliant mind and was a good person deep down. He had his faults, but whom among us does not, I ask? No one. I will miss his hair, his smile, and of course, him. I have Mercutio as an everyday reminder, which only saddens me more. Percy, who was my first best friend, my first kiss, and my first boyfriend, is gone. I would be lying if I said, that I hadn't hoped that one day we will be wed. But the promise of that and so many other things, is gone.
He lost his mind bravely. We were both out on the field, trying to save those who were already there. I had ushered some first years into Slytherin before I stepped out. Once I made it to the field, I was nearly sick by the sight. I was there to hear Percy. When I tried to step in, well, I don't remember what happened. However, I woke up at St. Mungo's healthy and sane and Percy did not.
I would go on about the fairness of it all, but several students already have and it would be redundant of me. I could also go on further of the unfairness of it all, but I won't, save one thing. If there is anything I could have done differently, I would have not allowed myself to be put in a position where because of my own arrogance I would waste time that could have been better spent with one I love.
However, I will never get to do that. Percy might as well be gone and it is quite sad. He had such a brilliant mind and was a good person deep down. He had his faults, but whom among us does not, I ask? No one. I will miss his hair, his smile, and of course, him. I have Mercutio as an everyday reminder, which only saddens me more. Percy, who was my first best friend, my first kiss, and my first boyfriend, is gone. I would be lying if I said, that I hadn't hoped that one day we will be wed. But the promise of that and so many other things, is gone.
He lost his mind bravely. We were both out on the field, trying to save those who were already there. I had ushered some first years into Slytherin before I stepped out. Once I made it to the field, I was nearly sick by the sight. I was there to hear Percy. When I tried to step in, well, I don't remember what happened. However, I woke up at St. Mungo's healthy and sane and Percy did not.
I would go on about the fairness of it all, but several students already have and it would be redundant of me. I could also go on further of the unfairness of it all, but I won't, save one thing. If there is anything I could have done differently, I would have not allowed myself to be put in a position where because of my own arrogance I would waste time that could have been better spent with one I love.