hiding the truth
ive been hiding something for awhile now and im kind of glad to be able to get it out there.. but i guess ive kind of had a little crush on my professor.. problem is i graduated a year ago, so theres no real chance of me seeing him anytime soon or anything.. but yeah, what makes it all convoluted and everything is that, people think that he has something for me.. and i guess why i like him is because of that.. hes a very smart and intelligent person, a bit cocky.. but yeah.. all that aside.. its weird and feels weird.. and i guess what makes me feel weird is that i dreamt about him the other night.. gah.. but yeah, so.. hm