Oct 11, 2005 20:19
this has been quite possibly the weirdest week ever...probably.
my great aunt pat passed away last week.
my godfather stephen passed away last night.
i don't know what this is all about, or what it means.
it's freaky.
i miss justin.
i hate being away from him.
i know being apart from each other sometimes is good.
i hate it.
but i know it's best for us.
i want to drive up to amherst and crawl in his bed next to him.
feel his strong arms surround me.
feel his touch on my skin.
i miss that already.
it's been like a day and a half.
i miss you.
this is weird. i hate this past week.
this week doesn't look much more promising.
already had one exam and a paper, and i still have 2 exams to go.
i'm tired.
it's raining. the rain fucks me up.
i'm fucked up.