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*shaky handwriting* After class yester day I quietly cleaned the place up and silently shut the door to my office.......I layed in bed when the shaking started. My body is betraying me I am hot and cold at the same time. I need something anything. I started the firplace up and layed on the rug. it still smelled faintly of vanilla and that gave me strenght, I know that I cold never let anyone see me like this and I summuned some leaves over and put the kettle on. After it boiled, I made the tea, and let it soothe me a bit. I need to keep this under contorl. I know I must look like shit right now.
Apparently someone named Fletcher was expeleld today..I dont think I ever had him in class. Things are really dramtic around here. and the scrolls god damn. I can barely keep up with them. There is so much happening right now and..I dont know if I can handle all of that and this.... sleep is so hard to come by too......the circles BAGS under my eyes are so deep...
I hope everyone liked yesterdays class, I feel the need restate this-The plants, do not tell everyone the emotions, you must learn to interpret what the colors mean. It will be a very personal project.