(no subject)
(always)
both sides of the brain working over-time means less time alloted for normality. severe social anxiety. fake friends? fake friends. is there anyone left to get along with? intimate passions turned me inside out, exposed my soft side to the world, left me wide-eyed, stoned.
(her)
same song over and over, kissing the tears from her eyes, love at first sight, blind, wild.
(to the friend)
act like a child over the telephone and i then found out what you truly were; you haven't left your crib for ages, mom pays for that big house down the street, doesn't she? parental support suicide. you got your drugs still don't you?
(strife)
the dead end opened and i found a bright, bright light, showed me in and everything was good, except for the rest - fighting against nothing leaves my muscles pulled, strained; internal internal internalist.
both sides of the brain working over-time means less time alloted for normality. severe social anxiety. fake friends? fake friends. is there anyone left to get along with? intimate passions turned me inside out, exposed my soft side to the world, left me wide-eyed, stoned.
(her)
same song over and over, kissing the tears from her eyes, love at first sight, blind, wild.
(to the friend)
act like a child over the telephone and i then found out what you truly were; you haven't left your crib for ages, mom pays for that big house down the street, doesn't she? parental support suicide. you got your drugs still don't you?
(strife)
the dead end opened and i found a bright, bright light, showed me in and everything was good, except for the rest - fighting against nothing leaves my muscles pulled, strained; internal internal internalist.