Repo Man
I'm starting putting these under an lj cut, because you guys shouldn't have to read this crap every day.
I've been awake a long time now. I didn't sleep last night at all, but I don't feel tired. I had food, lots in fact, almost like my body was making up for not eating much, but then I was sick in the afternoon.
I'm trying to behave more 'normally' around everyone, they all hurt so much and I want to be strong for them. I can't even feel myself any more, like it hurts so much I can't even comprehend it any more. But as long as everyone else is alright then that's what matters. Shannon was so strong for everyone, such an amazing light that made everyone feel blessed to know her.
I know I'm not, I know I'm just the creeper on the fringes of chat that says the wrong thing and is weird, but I care so much about them and I want to try and keep her good work going. See, now I sound self-pitying, and I really aren't. I don't mind being the outsider, I don't have the vitality that she did, and I'm not strong. But I hope I can help a little, even from the outside.
I've said nothing once more, just a bunch of crap.
I've been awake a long time now. I didn't sleep last night at all, but I don't feel tired. I had food, lots in fact, almost like my body was making up for not eating much, but then I was sick in the afternoon.
I'm trying to behave more 'normally' around everyone, they all hurt so much and I want to be strong for them. I can't even feel myself any more, like it hurts so much I can't even comprehend it any more. But as long as everyone else is alright then that's what matters. Shannon was so strong for everyone, such an amazing light that made everyone feel blessed to know her.
I know I'm not, I know I'm just the creeper on the fringes of chat that says the wrong thing and is weird, but I care so much about them and I want to try and keep her good work going. See, now I sound self-pitying, and I really aren't. I don't mind being the outsider, I don't have the vitality that she did, and I'm not strong. But I hope I can help a little, even from the outside.
I've said nothing once more, just a bunch of crap.