May 02, 2005 16:55
Holy shit AP exams!!
ARGH , and i do mean ARGH!!
Went to first per. and learnt that this is in fact the first week of exams for AP classes and i almost went apoplectic. The best thing about it - i guess - is that im takin the AP CALC AB exam first (so ill be able to get it over with quick) i know the best grade ill get is a 1 so im not gonna even consider studyin since im completely clueless in that class.
What i cant wait for is the APGOV exam - im hopin for a 4 on it. Maybe the same for APENG 12.
ArtHist on the other hand can go fuck itself, the shit class. Well i shouldnt be mad at the class , i do learn a lot. Its the degenerate teaching that gets to me. LOL w/e im not mad at all, im glad ive finally gotten to this point where all ive learnt is comin full circle at last.
Prom is right around the corner too and im so excited, nervous, anxious - all of them! First of all im takin Maria who is the coolest person this side of the solar system (hows that for alliteration). Not to mention i like her a whole lot its crazy :-)
Now about dancing, i havent really ressurected my skills from way back in the day at that one swim-team party where i stole the show with my assorted arsenal of moves. Ofcourse this was when i was like 8 or 9 when i didnt have any inhibitions about making an idiot outta myself.
But now in summer swimming since im gonna be a real coach this real im actually gonna be paid to act like an idiot bc to be honest i cant be to good of a disciplinarian with these kids. They know me as Crazy Coach Tyler and i relish in their enjoyment of the sport that i try so hard to make for them with each and every meet we have.
Enough of this self-advertisement, life is too good to lose, too fragile to ignore, too important to forget and too fleeting to waste. :-p
What is this feeling i have, like im lost but i still know that im heading in the right direction. Its like a warmth growing inside me and i think i might know what its growing for. ;-)