Hello, floor! Make me a sammich!

Jul 09, 2005 01:41

Well here I go again (and yes I'm resisting the urge to finish that sentence in song-style). another boring lj entry that maybe two of you will read...if lilly gets on lj again...and graham. yay, go me. But that's ok cause I have nothing that will interest any of you to read! Hmm...so I saw people doing coke the other day. In a place I regularly hang out at. They did it two different ways actually, first they did foils - where you just inhale the smoke from a well-made concoction that you burn on, you got it! foil!...Then they did lines. First time I saw it irl...definitily not the first time I've been asked to try it (I didn't do it) but...yeah. Hopefully by now you're very bored and have gone on to look at something stupid...more stupid than this that is. If not, then you get the pleasure of hearing this: I hate you. I hate you all. Not trying to be random or cutesy or any stupid little shit like that. I truly hate you. Not saying this to only one person or the the general population. I pretty much hate almost everyone on lj. Now I've contradicted myself! oh no! At first I said "all" now i'm saying "pretty much everyone". Gasp.

Anyway, now I've got to go pick up a friend to hang out at another friend's house. ButI have more to say. Dun worry! Cause I know how much you love reading this (that dripping noise in the background is the sarcasm from those words). I get seasons 3&4 of Family Guy tomorrow! Yay! And I saw the Jacket tonight! Yay! Ok. Now it's 4:18. Yummy. Ooo! Another Contradiction! I called people "friends"...dun dun dun...I'm sorry if this turns into mad rambling...there's a good reason for it, I swear. Hmmm...I could go play WoW butI'm kind of having fun with this mad rablingess that's going on in my fingers...I think I'm going to spare you guys and go to Word for a minute...Hold on.

This is what I need to write. There’s a myth around that people who spend time away from other people, or at least masses of people, become wise and philosophic. But I don’t think they know what they are talking about. I used to believe that. And I guess I still do. In middle school it seemed I was. I was definitely a little fuckin hermit and I felt I noticed and knew things others didn’t…but about a year or so ago I got an idea to write down some of what I think…wow that was mistake. I can look back on it and it all looks like what I’m saying is horribly obvious, it just isn’t said. That’s stupid. It wasn’t like that in middle school. Maybe I need to cut myself back from people even more…mmm less people. Gawds people are stupid…I think a person can be smart, but a crowd is stupid, or a person is socially stupid. That’s why watching any kind of reality show is impossible for me. I was totaling it up and I don’t have a top ten, but my seven shows (the only amount I have, I think) are all cartoons…Nuts!

I shoulda made this private. After all, I hate you all and this was…saying something kinda personal (and stupid…and probably even stupider that I think this is personal, but FUCK YOU! I’m a closed person) Hmm… what other stupid potentially embarrassing things can I say about myself? I dunoo…but I’m listenin to Sublime right now!

Well, I guess I’m done now…It doesn’t seem sufficient, but it’s the basics I guess…ah, fuck it. And if you’ve actually read this far, congrats and you must be…hmmm…..I’m guessing Lilly at least skimmed this! geah
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