"Don't Say Your Innocent To Soon"
I don't want to think about you to hard, because I'm scared if I do I'll lose you forever. Like maybe one day I'll wake up and find out you were just something I had made up all along. Then reality would set in and I'd miss the thoughts of us and never knowing what might be. You seem so worth every smile I make for you.
I stayed home from school today, on account of me being sick. I woke up real late today. It wasn't as good as it sounded. I slept with my dogs on the couch and watched shitty tv shows for a good hour or two. I'm relaxed now though, until tomorrow and I'm back in those halls again.
Atleast I have friday to look forward to. The show should be amazing, are you kidding me? I don't think theres a way it could be wrong. Some of the people I'm not to excited about seeing outside of school, but oh well I just won't pay attention. Bani and I were supposed to go shopping before hand to get some shirts and make them cute, but oh well. I'm sick, I can't be blamed. I'm hoping after the show we can get a group to go to Sharis. Whatever ends up happening it will be fun.
I hate walking around this town late at night. It makes me think about being stuck here, and how I need out. I need away. Theres so much potential for living if I could just escape. Escape velocity. Escape time. Escape this reality that you've set for me. Sometimes I want to paint this town dirty in my thoughts and watch it dissolve into a figment of my mind. Hoping it was never real and where I am is happy. Maybe with you or maybe alone. Growing up. Changing. Evolving. Living here isn't letting me. Small town mentality isn't making it easier.
Whats the deal with local news? I hate it. They bull shit around what is really the issue and did you know that worldwide news used to hold 75% of airtime when now its only 5%. How pathetic. How are we supposed to stay educated when we can't get around that. Theres always CNN but jesus I hate that channel.
I guess nothing is worth knowing anymore.
<3
Kate*
I stayed home from school today, on account of me being sick. I woke up real late today. It wasn't as good as it sounded. I slept with my dogs on the couch and watched shitty tv shows for a good hour or two. I'm relaxed now though, until tomorrow and I'm back in those halls again.
Atleast I have friday to look forward to. The show should be amazing, are you kidding me? I don't think theres a way it could be wrong. Some of the people I'm not to excited about seeing outside of school, but oh well I just won't pay attention. Bani and I were supposed to go shopping before hand to get some shirts and make them cute, but oh well. I'm sick, I can't be blamed. I'm hoping after the show we can get a group to go to Sharis. Whatever ends up happening it will be fun.
I hate walking around this town late at night. It makes me think about being stuck here, and how I need out. I need away. Theres so much potential for living if I could just escape. Escape velocity. Escape time. Escape this reality that you've set for me. Sometimes I want to paint this town dirty in my thoughts and watch it dissolve into a figment of my mind. Hoping it was never real and where I am is happy. Maybe with you or maybe alone. Growing up. Changing. Evolving. Living here isn't letting me. Small town mentality isn't making it easier.
Whats the deal with local news? I hate it. They bull shit around what is really the issue and did you know that worldwide news used to hold 75% of airtime when now its only 5%. How pathetic. How are we supposed to stay educated when we can't get around that. Theres always CNN but jesus I hate that channel.
I guess nothing is worth knowing anymore.
<3
Kate*