what lies ahead?

[produce_results]

with all the weddings coming up this summer, i can't help but to think about my own future in that department. now, i realize this is beating a dead horse, but it's still something i think about.

will there be a day when manda "wins"?

i've always tended to think not, but lately that feeling is stronger. how long does the average person go before

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[siren__siren]

I may not be the best person to comment on this particular subject....but i will any way :) I would say not to get to worried about it but that is next to impossible not to do. Especially in our society when marriage is supposed to be the most important part of our lives. When i think about it though i feel like thats a stupid things to be living for. From what i understand its not the most easy or satisfying thing ever... And as far as the whole God thing goes, if that is what we are living for we are obviously not paying much attention to him. I was discussing this with a friend who is have trouble with her boyfriend and had a thought. Why do we put ourselves through all that pain and heartache trying to get this thing thats apparently supposed to complete our lives? Especially when the bible says (and im paraphrasing here) that God has a plan for our lives (cliche). And if thats something he wants for us he'll bring it about and our trying to rush it will only make it more painful waiting. So i came to the conclusion to just focus on what you have in front of you right now and spend your energy working out those issues. The whole thing with don't worry about tomorrow, today has enough trouble of its own (i don't know if thats a verse or something else but yeah) Thats how I've been trying to approach life as of late, just work on what God gave me to do today. I've not gotten very good at it...but it sounds good on paper. Anyway, sorry if that was not cool for me to delve into...