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It's not so much that she's hanging out with him, it's more of what they're doing, or will be doing by the end of the summer. I have this terrible fear that she'll think he's super wonderful and coupled with the fact he's moving that they'll have sex. Could it be jelousy? maybe, but I know I brought this on, and it had to happen eventually. It's not that I want her back, its more like I don't want her to pay attention to anyone else. Which doesnt make sense because I wanted her off my back when she was around anyway. In a perfect world I would find someone too, but I'm not. and now I feel alone. I hope she doesnt do what she thinks he wants her to do so that he'll like her, I know she's not like that, but sometimes she acts differently around different people and in different situations. Her attitude toward and around me has already changed, ever so slightly, but I can still sense it. I want to know what she's doing with him, but at the same time I don't.
P.S. blake, you sick fuck, "you got to finger my recum"
P.S. blake, you sick fuck, "you got to finger my recum"