Starting Over
I didn't have any dreams that night, thank fucking God, cuz I was sorta scared they'd be like the ones from the plane. Full of guilt at all the shit I'd done - mainly to Wes - and just generally feeling sorry for myself. And that sure as hell wasn't the Faith I wanted to be
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Just as I finished eating that bite, he pulled me to him and kissed me. Like, fucking hard and hot that only reminded me of last night. My hands just sorta found their way back into his hair, like I was on auto-pilot or something, but he let go of me and I staggered a bit, blinking.
Oh fuck, he was naked too...
"Thank you. Although next time, I'd like my eggs over easy."
"Huh?" I looked down at the food I'd ordered for us and rolled my eyes. "Oh, whatever, Wes. I got us food. Be happy with that. Geez, it's not like you're the boss of me when it comes to fucking breakfast, now is it?"
He was sitting next to me and it was just... weird. Kinda domestic and shit, with us eating and not fighting and naked. Naked and not fucking ( ... )
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I was in the middle of chewing my way through a piece of toast as I considered-- ruminated, literally-- on the question. Our current shared state of nakedness was not lost on me, particularly after the kiss I'd somehow decided to indulge in, but having another go 'round with Faith was not what I was intending for this morning.
"We never did get that specific about the boundaries, Faith," I said casually. "But you did make it quite clear that I had last word in every capacity. Although since I didn't ask you to order it in the first place, I think we'll let it slide."
The awkardness was still almost palpable between us as we both took a few more bites of food in silence. Finally, Faith reached out and offered me her lit cigarette, and I stared at it for a moment, surprised by the gesture.
"C'mon. It won't bite... well, not like I did last night, at least.""No," I said, grasping the ( ... )
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What boundaries? We talking safe words here or something? I was gonna ask, but he kept right on talking.
"But you did make it quite clear that I had last word in every capacity. Although since I didn't ask you to order it in the first place, I think we'll let it slide."
Had I? In and outta bed, but I was figuring on sex and training, not fucking breakfast. Whatev. I went back to eating and watched Wes try to take a drag on my cig without laughing. "Man, you just don't get out much, do you?" He'd done a pretty good job, though, so I couldn't tease. Guess Wes was one to stick to liquor when he felt all stressed.
Me? Cigs, sex, and staking.
"So, are you ready to get back to training?"Speaking of ( ... )
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"No," I replied, smirking. "No, I'm pretty much just a boring homebody. Until we hit the road, most nights were just come home, lock up the weapons, shower, microwave something resembling food with the best bottle of wine I could afford that week, then to bed."
At least, I thought, when I was with Lilah, I was amusing myself with that giant folly. Afterwards, the absence of sex just sort of underlined how dreadfully lonely I'd become. Now with Faith, I was certainly never to be alone, and obviously, the sex had returned to the equation, but was I finally not lonely? Somehow, I thought it might be just a bit too early to tell yet.
But the outlook seemed good.
"You just gotta promise me that we'll really get some work done. I haven't killed anything in fucking ages, Wes. I'm all... tense."Faith-- whose state of undress was a detail that strangely slipped into and out of my awareness, though I was surely aware then-- moved restlessly on the sofa. It wask, despite her cigarette and ( ... )
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I stole his piece of bacon and popped it into my mouth. "Yeah, well, we're gonna hafta change all that. Cuz homebody shit? Pretty boring, Wes." I paused and looked sideways at him.
"Unless you got better plans on this homebody sitch that would make it not boring, of course." Cuz me? Oh, I could think up all sorts of shit that would make life with Wes interesting.
Funny. Life with Wes, as if that was it. We were gonna be fuck-buddies and maybe something more from now on, and we'd both accepted it.
How weird is that?
"Tense? After all that last night?"
"Well..."
"We're definitely going to have to do some serious training, because it looks like I won't be able to soothe your savage beast sufficiently."I grinned at him and noticed that for a guy who claimed to be all sorts of tired? He was raring to ( ... )
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The plea came out half petulant child and half wanton, which in a great many ways was as good a summary of Faith's current mood as any. And as if I couldn't tell for myself, Faith made sure tha I understood how serious she was, wetting my cock with her insistence. And, well, as I could have predicted would happen, I indulged her, though turning her arse bright red and throbbing with my hands chided her sufficiently for it.
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