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May 02, 2005 01:42

My computer seems to be on a two day cycle. Internet will work for two days then it won't. I'll turn it off for two days, and then it'll work for two days, and so on. I've had some strange dreams lately. Last night I had a dream completely in German with two of my old private school friends who were exchange students from Germany. I think I'm getting europesick. I must go back.

Wow its already the second. I've got lots of work to do in order to complete this 15 pager due Thursday. I just hope I can keep from freaking out like I did last semester. The research requirement will need to be cut short for posterity. I'm also gonna need to get deep enough with the subject matter to make it an easy bullshit paper. The further into theory I can dive, the more I can write without having datum.

Lots of stuff will be happening here soon. I will have graduation, then I'll have to find housing and a job, going to the marriage of a long time friend, hanging out with my long-time friend group, maybe traveling with one of my friends from college for a short vacation, determining if I will be able to keep hanging out with my current friend group in Atlanta, try to find a way to improve the likelihood that I'll get a job in my field or figuring out why I have such large problems with studying and school work. I think the last one is most important because it will help me figure my life out and keep me on a career path that could be successful. I'm not clear on how I've survived as far as I have but I hope I can survive further. All the friends stuff may have to go to the way-side in order to keep/get my life on track. If you're a friend and I'm not terribly attentive after graduation then its probably because I have no clue what I'm doing and am trying to sort things out for myself.

I wish Greenville had a sizeable M:TG playing pool and had some ok people to D&D w/. As far as I can tell the people from the area that do any of these things do them out of sight. Chances are I'd need to find a college campus and people to play w/ and I'm really not gonna be in the mood to search out people that are cool to play with.

This track is lame
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