Feb 19, 2005 03:53
Been a while. I've been busy. Not sure how long I'm going to keep this journal but I'll let you know a few days before I delete it if I decide that its necessary. Some people bug me. Maybe people don't take me seriously because I don't take myself seriously. Earlier in my life I was severely depressed and I'm not sure why. It was so bad that I forced myself to cope. To do this I just brush off anything that could possibly depress me. This happens to be a large number of things. A downside to this is that I can't fully accept a number of the circumstances in my life without confronting those issues that I had to brush off to solve depression problems. I guess part of solving these problems will have to change from 'brushing off' to 'blending.' Yey for reflections too early in the morning.