Vacation
Unfortunately my vacation time is all but over, I have only a couple of days left.
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As much as I've enjoyed my time, I can't help but feel out of place. This isn't my world, these aren't my friends, really I haven't seen anyone since that ball. Even Setzer's been absent, I haven't all that many friends as it is. I mean I know I have the others back at the Garden but I feel out of place with them, not part of the group, all I really have are the Trepies at the end of the day.
It's probably nothing, this feeling I've been experiencing as of late. I just can't seem to shake it, but I am sure with time, I will be fine. I just look back over my life and I haven't moved forward, I've merely moved back, in the same place I always was and with a lot more problems than I started out with. What I wouldn't give for Headmaster Cid to be alive right now, so I could talk to him, about everything and anything like always.
I miss him...I do not know what caused me to think of him, but I have found him on my mind a lot in the last couple of days, everyone is a little iffy on the details of his death or day it happened. I wish he was still with us, he was the closest thing I think we all had to father, except for Squall of course as he does have Laguna.
I just can't help feeling like I don't belong
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I might as well get packing and make sure I have everything I need.
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As much as I've enjoyed my time, I can't help but feel out of place. This isn't my world, these aren't my friends, really I haven't seen anyone since that ball. Even Setzer's been absent, I haven't all that many friends as it is. I mean I know I have the others back at the Garden but I feel out of place with them, not part of the group, all I really have are the Trepies at the end of the day.
It's probably nothing, this feeling I've been experiencing as of late. I just can't seem to shake it, but I am sure with time, I will be fine. I just look back over my life and I haven't moved forward, I've merely moved back, in the same place I always was and with a lot more problems than I started out with. What I wouldn't give for Headmaster Cid to be alive right now, so I could talk to him, about everything and anything like always.
I miss him...I do not know what caused me to think of him, but I have found him on my mind a lot in the last couple of days, everyone is a little iffy on the details of his death or day it happened. I wish he was still with us, he was the closest thing I think we all had to father, except for Squall of course as he does have Laguna.
I just can't help feeling like I don't belong
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I might as well get packing and make sure I have everything I need.