[Voice]
Screw trying to sleep, with nightmares like that.
So. I've got a question.
What do you people think about trust?
I've changed my mind on it. Used to consider it a cheap word and a worthless idea. People throw it around so easy, break the crap out of it without a second thought. It's supposed to be so important, so I'd just dismiss the whole concept. If it's that easily broken...
Now. I think. Nothing is more dangerous than trust.
I guess to feel is to understand. I wouldn't take it back, but it's got a price like nothing I've ever seen.
I remember all of it. I knew that guy--he was Malik's little friend, from before. I spoke to him after Malik disappeared.
But I won't tell him. Testament thinks I did it. Just me, and he seems peaceful about it, whether he forgives me or not. Though I can't even imagine he would.
If he finds out about that guy, he could lose it again. So I won't say shit. I'll 'remember' everything else but them. I bet Johnny won't settle for that, but I don't care. He'll sit there and deal with it, or find it out from someone else. It's not like he'll beat it out of me. He's a good guy, no matter how ridiculous he comes off.
I won't let that happen again. It doesn't matter what he thinks of me.
So. I've got a question.
What do you people think about trust?
I've changed my mind on it. Used to consider it a cheap word and a worthless idea. People throw it around so easy, break the crap out of it without a second thought. It's supposed to be so important, so I'd just dismiss the whole concept. If it's that easily broken...
Now. I think. Nothing is more dangerous than trust.
I guess to feel is to understand. I wouldn't take it back, but it's got a price like nothing I've ever seen.
I remember all of it. I knew that guy--he was Malik's little friend, from before. I spoke to him after Malik disappeared.
But I won't tell him. Testament thinks I did it. Just me, and he seems peaceful about it, whether he forgives me or not. Though I can't even imagine he would.
If he finds out about that guy, he could lose it again. So I won't say shit. I'll 'remember' everything else but them. I bet Johnny won't settle for that, but I don't care. He'll sit there and deal with it, or find it out from someone else. It's not like he'll beat it out of me. He's a good guy, no matter how ridiculous he comes off.
I won't let that happen again. It doesn't matter what he thinks of me.