FU*K
today started off okey...woke up..went to school to grade tests for my dad..which took about 3 hours...umm my dad got a call from mai aunt saying he had to be at the hospital fast...so he left....i stayed for about 30 minutes more....went home and turned on the tellie....5 minutes after i started to watch tv my step-mom came in and told me she was going to the hospital and i had to come with her....i was confused but then she told me my grandfather had just died...i got my stuff and got intot he car and we drove to Verdugo Hills Con. Home...my dad was there...as well as my aunt Jay-Jay...my aunt Lisa..my cousin John and my cousin Mychal...it was so hard to see my grandpa just "rotting" in the bed....i just started to cry...i couldn`t stop....i`m going to miss him...i love my grampie and it wnt be the same without him..at least not for a while..we`re planning a little wutcha ma call its sometime next week....i would like to see if i can get abe to come...but i`m not sure if one...he would want to...and two is my dad would let him come..and three if his rents would let him come...butit would mean alot to me if he was there....man i`m breaking down right now...i seriously have to go....well bie