EFF WEIGHT WATCHERS!!!
thats right i said it!!! im tired of it! especially since today i went to the doctor's, i found out ive gained 10 lbs. 10 lbs!!!!!! HOW THE HELL DID THAT HAPPEN????????????? I mean seriously, at work i dont snack at ALL during the day unless its on the rice cakes and fruit that i bring to work. it could be the slacking off ive been doing with working out, but 10 POUNDS????????? that seems like a hell of a lot. so after i found that out, and shed a tear or 2, i promised myself i would go to the gym after the appointment. but then i had to open my stupid fat 10 lb heavier mouth and tell the doctor about my dizziness that ive been having. dizziness= more bloodwork taken apparently. she took 3 vials and took me to take it easy for a few hours. so now i cant even work out until tonite. im so tired of this garbage. i realized today that i cant do this for anyone else anymore. forget looking good for dan, forget trying to impress other people...i need to do this for my own health. because now, im being tested for diabetes. im not even super overweight and im being tested for diabetes.....just wonderful.
im going to look into jenny craig. i have to try and find someone who has done it and talk to them about it. my aunt did it like 7 years ago, but she got cancer and had to stop. it seems easy enough, like i already spend almost $100 per week on food. but we'll see. from now on I AM WORKING MY ASS OFF!
im going to look into jenny craig. i have to try and find someone who has done it and talk to them about it. my aunt did it like 7 years ago, but she got cancer and had to stop. it seems easy enough, like i already spend almost $100 per week on food. but we'll see. from now on I AM WORKING MY ASS OFF!