Dec 11, 2004 18:41
These past couple days actually look up a little bit and gave me hope on a certain subject. Now i couldnt be more wrong. All i can say is that i tried over and over again. Its my fault though...i jumped at the thought because iv thought about it nonstop for about 3 years...ask anyone of my good friends. Their was so much hope wednesday...thursday and even last night..so many signs that i thought were too good to be true....and they were...i made this same mistake with this same person so many times but not as bad as this time...all i know is that....it wont happen again