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What should I do? I'm so fucking confused... I thought this was what I wanted. But it isn't at all...
I'm scared. I'm scared of people staring. I was never the type to show affection anyways... but this. This? I can't handle it at all. How can I tell her that without hurting her feelings? She'll hate me. I know it. She'll hate me forever and I don't want that at all. I can't take back any of those words that I've said...
What the hell is wrong with me? I'm so damn fickle. I'm so fucking indecisive...
Why can't I be stronger than this? God. I'm tired of feeling like this.
I need help.