I wonder what I feel...
I'm not sure of my emotions right now. I'm pretty bleak and blank; floating along absentmindedly and wondering about my upcoming future.
I'll be honest: I miss everyone in school. All my acquaintances, "chum around buddies," and well, good, true friends. I'm pretty neutral right now; I don't know...I don't really give much of a crap about anything as we speak. I've decided to stop being so bothered and angry about everything. I mean...I need to relax, and to calm down. Look: I've been aggravated enough over the break. Now that Christmas and everything is over, there's pretty much just a minuscule amount of days to finally relax and enjoy life. However, I think I'm going to have to start studying for exams, because I know for a fact, that they're NOT going to be easy.
This morning I woke up to loud noises. Today is Boxing Day, and my parents are avid collectors of Christmas ornaments and shit, so they went out for about five hours and left me in charge of my little brothers. We ate chocolate bars and pieces of cheese for breakfast (lawl, obesity ftw), and I made them ramen noodles for lunch. My brothers spent the day playing with toys and setting up the Xbox they got for Christmas. It was the Halo: Reach limited edition version.
As soon as my parents came home, we went out to the mall for boxing day shopping. My mother and I went to this Fruits and Passion place and got a shitload of creams, body butter, soaps, and fragrances/sprays, even one for myself (yum, it smells like candy). My brothers bought games for Alex's (but we all use it), Xbox and Johnny's PSP, including Left 4 Dead. I also went to a poopload of stores and was contemplating what I should buy, but I did get a very furry wool coat for Fall (surprisingly, it's not warm enough for Winter). When we all met up, we ate ice cream, and we had to wait three hours in the Sony shop for my mom to buy a new television for upstairs (with all the works; speakers/surround sound, HD television, stand, and other shit). I sexted people the entire time. XD
When we came home, I played Left 4 Dead with Alex. It was really fun, but I suck so bad. I kept on complaining to Alex on how he was not properly discussing the rules with me, and I died like a billion times, but it was okay. It was very fun, and I laughed a lot...which I haven't done since I hung out with my dear pineapple.
Hm, I don't know what to say...I'm okay with everything, really. I have a new idea for a story, and I think I'm going to get right to character designs...as soon as I clean my room. It's a decent plot; not my best, but I tried and that's what matters.
Ugh, my eyes hurt. I had a nap with my contacts on and my eyes are sore, pulsing, painful, and red. It'll be over soon, though.
Yeah, that's it for today. Peace out Journal.
- Christine
<3
P.S. Where is my missing half...? Vinny nee-chan, I mean...of course. :3
I'll be honest: I miss everyone in school. All my acquaintances, "chum around buddies," and well, good, true friends. I'm pretty neutral right now; I don't know...I don't really give much of a crap about anything as we speak. I've decided to stop being so bothered and angry about everything. I mean...I need to relax, and to calm down. Look: I've been aggravated enough over the break. Now that Christmas and everything is over, there's pretty much just a minuscule amount of days to finally relax and enjoy life. However, I think I'm going to have to start studying for exams, because I know for a fact, that they're NOT going to be easy.
This morning I woke up to loud noises. Today is Boxing Day, and my parents are avid collectors of Christmas ornaments and shit, so they went out for about five hours and left me in charge of my little brothers. We ate chocolate bars and pieces of cheese for breakfast (lawl, obesity ftw), and I made them ramen noodles for lunch. My brothers spent the day playing with toys and setting up the Xbox they got for Christmas. It was the Halo: Reach limited edition version.
As soon as my parents came home, we went out to the mall for boxing day shopping. My mother and I went to this Fruits and Passion place and got a shitload of creams, body butter, soaps, and fragrances/sprays, even one for myself (yum, it smells like candy). My brothers bought games for Alex's (but we all use it), Xbox and Johnny's PSP, including Left 4 Dead. I also went to a poopload of stores and was contemplating what I should buy, but I did get a very furry wool coat for Fall (surprisingly, it's not warm enough for Winter). When we all met up, we ate ice cream, and we had to wait three hours in the Sony shop for my mom to buy a new television for upstairs (with all the works; speakers/surround sound, HD television, stand, and other shit). I sexted people the entire time. XD
When we came home, I played Left 4 Dead with Alex. It was really fun, but I suck so bad. I kept on complaining to Alex on how he was not properly discussing the rules with me, and I died like a billion times, but it was okay. It was very fun, and I laughed a lot...which I haven't done since I hung out with my dear pineapple.
Hm, I don't know what to say...I'm okay with everything, really. I have a new idea for a story, and I think I'm going to get right to character designs...as soon as I clean my room. It's a decent plot; not my best, but I tried and that's what matters.
Ugh, my eyes hurt. I had a nap with my contacts on and my eyes are sore, pulsing, painful, and red. It'll be over soon, though.
Yeah, that's it for today. Peace out Journal.
- Christine
<3
P.S. Where is my missing half...? Vinny nee-chan, I mean...of course. :3