I feel it coming on...
So at the moment i'm sitting at my house...My brother is having a birthday party, and I just got done eatiny ice cream cake....WHICH IS MY MOST FAVORITEST CAKE EVER! Today feels like the first day of coming winter! I'm so excited, and its such a wonderful day! Today is the first day I've felt happy in a while, its nice to be happy again. I'm also getting my car tomorrow which will be good. Which also means i'll be starting at pacific sunwear. I figured it out, pretty much in order to be able to survive with owning my car, i'm gonna have to be making a little over $600 a month. I'm hoping with having two jobs, it shouldnt be so hard...HOPING! Anyways, i miss my kaits right now, winter time seems to be "our" season. A time of thousand foot krutch, robby hale, frolicing, and just good times. I miss her and want her here with me! Things have been so stressful. I've been finding out who people really are, and how fake they can be sometimes. They pretend that there're your friend, and then two seconds later its a totally different story. I miss the friends who are ACTUALLY friends to me. Alrighty, well anyways, i'm done for now......blah blah blah