Sch0ol & LiFe
I hate the way that my mind works....everything is just so confusing....like you dont know what you want and when you know that you want something its hard to get it....I myself has no thought or care of what I want to do with my life and as I see other people talking about what they want to do after high school where they want to live its just easier to say "yeah, thats cool," I had help from so people that i am sort of close to that said that I shouldn't be worried about this stuff because im still going through high school and have plenty of time to think about what i want to do or what i want to be. But if you have the parents like mine you would hear that "high school goes by fast and you should waste your time caring about what other people think and you should care about your school work and how your school work effects your future." I hate that I think that i can do the things that i want to.. but then never seem to do them I screwed up this passed year for god knows what reason....I just think it would all be easier if i could take back every thing that i did wrong and just redue them but thats not going to help and i wish that i didnt have the life that i had now but still its not going to help anything....I have right now a very confused mind...I dont want to be confused anymore and I dont know how im going to make through the next three of high school.