Your heart in my hands
Wow last night roxered my boxers.
Stephen and I had plans to go to the movies after school, then come back to my house and hang out until whenever. Well, when I got home from school I didn't feel good at all, and I didn't really feel like going to the movies. So I after we fought about the STUPIEST shit, and my mom left he came over.
He gave me my valentime's day present. It's the coolest thing ever. It's a "fom" pillow shaped like a heart! He told me now I have "his heart in my hands". He's so sweet. We layed on the couch and watched movies together all night. He went home around one. My mom told me a few minutes ago that he could have slept over on the couch, but I didn't know that last night. :( Oh well.
Today I'm going to take a shower eventually, and get ready. Tonight I'm going to a party in Stratham at Janice's house. I'll probably type more over there if things are boring. (BIGGEST HOUSE I'VE EVER BEEN IN) And tomorrow I'm going ice-skating with some people, I don't know everyone who's going. Hopefully Matt and I hang out after or before skating on tomorrow. :)
When my mom got home her and I had a talk about this whole thing. She said that I need to hold onto the smallest specs of happiness and when it stops being fun, don't do it anymore. She said that eventually if I continue doing what I'm doing right now with Steve then we'll eventually "fall into" something, or "fall out".
Then I asked her about my other guy friends, and a new guy friend, what if I happen to start liking them. She said that if that does happen the go with it, and if it doesn't be happy with what you have now. And I am happy with what I have now. I guess if you can't have it all, take what you can get.
Sooner or later though, something's going to happen. Maybe not with Steve but someone else. "Just the roll of the dice."
+bri+
Stephen and I had plans to go to the movies after school, then come back to my house and hang out until whenever. Well, when I got home from school I didn't feel good at all, and I didn't really feel like going to the movies. So I after we fought about the STUPIEST shit, and my mom left he came over.
He gave me my valentime's day present. It's the coolest thing ever. It's a "fom" pillow shaped like a heart! He told me now I have "his heart in my hands". He's so sweet. We layed on the couch and watched movies together all night. He went home around one. My mom told me a few minutes ago that he could have slept over on the couch, but I didn't know that last night. :( Oh well.
Today I'm going to take a shower eventually, and get ready. Tonight I'm going to a party in Stratham at Janice's house. I'll probably type more over there if things are boring. (BIGGEST HOUSE I'VE EVER BEEN IN) And tomorrow I'm going ice-skating with some people, I don't know everyone who's going. Hopefully Matt and I hang out after or before skating on tomorrow. :)
When my mom got home her and I had a talk about this whole thing. She said that I need to hold onto the smallest specs of happiness and when it stops being fun, don't do it anymore. She said that eventually if I continue doing what I'm doing right now with Steve then we'll eventually "fall into" something, or "fall out".
Then I asked her about my other guy friends, and a new guy friend, what if I happen to start liking them. She said that if that does happen the go with it, and if it doesn't be happy with what you have now. And I am happy with what I have now. I guess if you can't have it all, take what you can get.
Sooner or later though, something's going to happen. Maybe not with Steve but someone else. "Just the roll of the dice."
+bri+