COMO WHAT?

Feb 05, 2004 17:29

Bri is good.
I just finished my homework, and eating dinner! Yep yep. Sorta did shitty on this paper though. I haven't read the book, went to sparknotes, not really much help since I'm not a user, or whatever. Sparknotes hates me.
I got some notes today. Yep I am a lucky chiclet. Matt wrote me a pretty cool one. "Doodles" all over it. Haha, I can't picture Matt saying doodles. That made me chuckle. I might be hanging out with him on Sunday, I don't know yet though.

Jimmy told me during 3rd period that he thinks he just wants to be friends again. I used one of Steves lines "we're just friends now too." I hated that line. Anywhoo, then during 8th period he told me all this other junk. I should get the note out ::unfolding paper:: otay..."If we were to be friends I would still like you and dont care if you like me but you wouldn't have to worry about going out with me. I'd be out of the picture then you could do what you 'really' want." I get what he's saying. But I don't know what he really wants either. What am I saying, I don't even know what I really want.

Now Steve on the other hand is way more confusing. I know he tries not to be, but he really really is. I know I like him, I know I always am going to, but I don't know if it's really worth waiting around, worring about his feelings and all that for. If I "move on" to someone else, or even hang out with some other guy he gets jealous, or sad, and I don't want him to be. At all.
The other piece of me thinks that he shouldn't be jealous at all, and he should have made up his mind by now. It's not that hard...really it isn't. I think. Either he wants to go out or no. Just let me know because he's going to be leaving in June anyways. That's going to suck major monkey balls.[Advice is needed. Leave comments. Please.]

Oh yeah, I hate the channel FOX. The freakin' American Idol bullshit was on last night, and where was the OC you say?? NO WHERE. Stupid people. Made in chine bullcrapola. Pff.

+bri+
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