I'd rather rest forever in your arms
Went to bed last night at 1. Woke up this morning at 10-11ish. Got ready and all that shat. Jimmy came here first at 3...or something like that. DJ showed up a little later. We worked on the project until it was done. DJ left immediately following that. Me and Jimmy watched some TV and chilled most of the night. We watched K-PAX...op MATT moment. Tehehe.
Steve couldn't come over because his car died, and his hand hurts really really bad so he's all drugged up. I felt really bad. Then I called him to make sure he was doing okay, and find out that he just wants a girlfriend when it is convenient for him. How did he put it "...if I'm playing poker and a friend walked up, after I fold I'd say hi, if my girlfriend walked up I'd have to say hi in the middle of a hand..." I really don't think there is anything else to say there. I mean I do understand what he means, but...I dunno whatever it just kinda pissed me off. If he was in the middle of a game and I was going out with him again then I'd wait til he was done. Whatever. He's a beavis.
I talked to Matt Gargasm on the phone since...err...10? Just got off the phone at 12. Wow that kid is the best. I really love talking to him. You can not talk to him for about a month straight then randomly start talking again and pick up right where you left off. I love it. He's always there. Drops what he's doing to talk to you. Jeepers, yeah. Played me some good songs on his gee-tar. We have a date, next time we chill he's gonna teach me. 8-) then I'll be cool. Haha.
DeeJay0070: awww i love u bri i realli do
DeeJay0070: were not drifting becuz i love u u mean the world to me and just becuz i havent talkd to u in a few days doesnt mean thats it it jus means im trying to get bak on track
^I love my friends. :-D
I've been thinking about all this shat that has been going on lately, with me and Steve, and me and Deej, and everything. It's really not worth all the trouble. I mean I know that sometimes when you want something you're going to go through a little trouble to figure out if it's worth it or not, but by me wasting all my time on this one thing that is so...effed up really, it's not worth it.
No one should waste time on something they know isn't right. I honestly don't think that relationships should be one way. What I mean by that is one person doing all the liking or one person doing all the waiting around for that other person to...step up really.
Paul's here right now (my mom's...friend/boyfriend..not really, thing) he came over at 12:30 at night just to be with her. Last time he came over, she had said she was tired so he brought her energy drinks. (Yeah I know, but he didn't mean it like that, hopefully ::yuck::) And..I want that. Well not with a freakin 40 some odd year old dude, but you know. I thought everyone did. I guess I was wrong. Some people only want that when it's convenient for them. That's not me.
I missed Melanie's party tonight. I felt so bad, I wanted to go, Erin called me from it. Sounded like they were having a good time. I listened to the german music tape magig that she made me for Christmas again today. Good tape. I wish I could have gone. I just had so much shit to do, and I thought someone else was coming over a little later. =/
Wow, one hell of a long entry or what chicken butt?...I'm done now, gonna finish my pepperoni-cold and some slice with ice and catch some madd sleepage. Later Days folks
Steve couldn't come over because his car died, and his hand hurts really really bad so he's all drugged up. I felt really bad. Then I called him to make sure he was doing okay, and find out that he just wants a girlfriend when it is convenient for him. How did he put it "...if I'm playing poker and a friend walked up, after I fold I'd say hi, if my girlfriend walked up I'd have to say hi in the middle of a hand..." I really don't think there is anything else to say there. I mean I do understand what he means, but...I dunno whatever it just kinda pissed me off. If he was in the middle of a game and I was going out with him again then I'd wait til he was done. Whatever. He's a beavis.
I talked to Matt Gargasm on the phone since...err...10? Just got off the phone at 12. Wow that kid is the best. I really love talking to him. You can not talk to him for about a month straight then randomly start talking again and pick up right where you left off. I love it. He's always there. Drops what he's doing to talk to you. Jeepers, yeah. Played me some good songs on his gee-tar. We have a date, next time we chill he's gonna teach me. 8-) then I'll be cool. Haha.
DeeJay0070: awww i love u bri i realli do
DeeJay0070: were not drifting becuz i love u u mean the world to me and just becuz i havent talkd to u in a few days doesnt mean thats it it jus means im trying to get bak on track
^I love my friends. :-D
I've been thinking about all this shat that has been going on lately, with me and Steve, and me and Deej, and everything. It's really not worth all the trouble. I mean I know that sometimes when you want something you're going to go through a little trouble to figure out if it's worth it or not, but by me wasting all my time on this one thing that is so...effed up really, it's not worth it.
No one should waste time on something they know isn't right. I honestly don't think that relationships should be one way. What I mean by that is one person doing all the liking or one person doing all the waiting around for that other person to...step up really.
Paul's here right now (my mom's...friend/boyfriend..not really, thing) he came over at 12:30 at night just to be with her. Last time he came over, she had said she was tired so he brought her energy drinks. (Yeah I know, but he didn't mean it like that, hopefully ::yuck::) And..I want that. Well not with a freakin 40 some odd year old dude, but you know. I thought everyone did. I guess I was wrong. Some people only want that when it's convenient for them. That's not me.
I missed Melanie's party tonight. I felt so bad, I wanted to go, Erin called me from it. Sounded like they were having a good time. I listened to the german music tape magig that she made me for Christmas again today. Good tape. I wish I could have gone. I just had so much shit to do, and I thought someone else was coming over a little later. =/
Wow, one hell of a long entry or what chicken butt?...I'm done now, gonna finish my pepperoni-cold and some slice with ice and catch some madd sleepage. Later Days folks