This made me feel incredibly good:
" Have I told you lately just how wonderful you are? If not, you're wonderful! Thanks for being there."
She sends me text messages and/or calls once a day and has no issue driving an hour and a half just to see me. I think she's a great girl, but I don't think I can pursue anything romantic with her. If anything, she'd just be someone to, as she puts it "kick it" with, and then maybe just someone to sleep with if we both are in the mood. Not too mention, she keeps telling me she's going to push me away anyway, so I'd rather just cut the long cord while I still can without feeling like shit.
Not to mention, it's extremely hard to get over the person in my current situation, no matter how unsure of I am about what can happen 30 seconds from now. There's no stability or communitcation, but somewhere, in my nieve little brain, perhaps, that person still reigns supreme.
This reminds me of the kind of thing Steph said througout our relationsip, well, until things started to go sour. Go back about 6 months in my journal to see exactly what she did say. Kelley used to say things like that, although maybe she was saying how wonderful she was, and just threw my being wonderful in there for whatever reason.
I just really like hearing things like that, it gives me a sense of self worth, so to speak.
With anything in life, you're only as valuable as someone is willing to pay.
She sends me text messages and/or calls once a day and has no issue driving an hour and a half just to see me. I think she's a great girl, but I don't think I can pursue anything romantic with her. If anything, she'd just be someone to, as she puts it "kick it" with, and then maybe just someone to sleep with if we both are in the mood. Not too mention, she keeps telling me she's going to push me away anyway, so I'd rather just cut the long cord while I still can without feeling like shit.
Not to mention, it's extremely hard to get over the person in my current situation, no matter how unsure of I am about what can happen 30 seconds from now. There's no stability or communitcation, but somewhere, in my nieve little brain, perhaps, that person still reigns supreme.
This reminds me of the kind of thing Steph said througout our relationsip, well, until things started to go sour. Go back about 6 months in my journal to see exactly what she did say. Kelley used to say things like that, although maybe she was saying how wonderful she was, and just threw my being wonderful in there for whatever reason.
I just really like hearing things like that, it gives me a sense of self worth, so to speak.
With anything in life, you're only as valuable as someone is willing to pay.