Length, terribly sorryneonjohnAugust 23 2004, 01:29:14 UTC
You know, I don't get online much to read other people's LJ's But I managed to read yours, your previous entry concerned me quite a bit. Not for your sake or my sake, it just concerned me. I don't like seeing anyone in despair, especially someone I care about so deeply.
If I had a way of just appearing next to you, it would have been done time and time again. I know I could never tell you how I truly feel unless it was in person, with you in my arms, and I know that day may be far off. But we don't always truly "know" what is actually going to happen. Otherwise, no one would ever be proven wrong.
I guess what I'm trying to say, is that I am here for you, i know I'm not actually physically here to hold you when you're down or hold your head in my hands and tell you that the world will never end and that we will always be together. But I will always have a telephone with your numbers on speed dial, (I don't even have to look at the phone to be connected to you) I do love technology.
I know that you are one of the reasons I keep going on in this existence. You are one of the reasons I choose to continue on, trying to find answers for questions, answers to life's stupid puzzles. Like the question of distance, and the question of love.
I will be here for you, I will wait untill we can be together, and I don't care how long it takes, I would just prefer if it didn't take very long, and I have a feeling it won't take as long as you think.
I miss you. I miss you more than you could imagine, and I miss you more and more every time I talk to you and hear your voice, and then realize that you are states away and I'll be sleeping alone at night with you on my mind until the day we are together.
If I had a way of just appearing next to you, it would have been done time and time again. I know I could never tell you how I truly feel unless it was in person, with you in my arms, and I know that day may be far off. But we don't always truly "know" what is actually going to happen. Otherwise, no one would ever be proven wrong.
I guess what I'm trying to say, is that I am here for you, i know I'm not actually physically here to hold you when you're down or hold your head in my hands and tell you that the world will never end and that we will always be together. But I will always have a telephone with your numbers on speed dial, (I don't even have to look at the phone to be connected to you) I do love technology.
I know that you are one of the reasons I keep going on in this existence. You are one of the reasons I choose to continue on, trying to find answers for questions, answers to life's stupid puzzles. Like the question of distance, and the question of love.
I will be here for you, I will wait untill we can be together, and I don't care how long it takes, I would just prefer if it didn't take very long, and I have a feeling it won't take as long as you think.
I miss you. I miss you more than you could imagine, and I miss you more and more every time I talk to you and hear your voice, and then realize that you are states away and I'll be sleeping alone at night with you on my mind until the day we are together.
If you're still there.
Reply
Leave a comment