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Jul 09, 2010 07:36

Warnings: None.
Effects: Feelings of loneliness and desperation, as well as a sense of abandonment.

( the one who isn't me is hikaru )

!dream, !ic

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[Vid 1/2] fluorite_flux July 10 2010, 03:37:39 UTC

[Vid 2/2] fluorite_flux July 10 2010, 03:42:19 UTC

[He schools his expression.]

But surely he is with you ... even now.

[video] probablykaoru July 10 2010, 03:59:29 UTC

In a way, yeah. But it's not the same as him actually being here.

[video] fluorite_flux July 10 2010, 04:11:47 UTC

Ah ... it's a bit like it always being winter in your heart, perhaps?

[video] probablykaoru July 10 2010, 04:19:19 UTC

...That describes it pretty well.

You have a twin too?

[video] fluorite_flux July 10 2010, 04:22:01 UTC

I did.

It was a long time ago now.

[video] probablykaoru July 10 2010, 04:55:11 UTC

[And here he thought it was hard being separated for a few weeks. At least Hikaru was still alive, and was bound to show up here if he waited long enough. He couldn't imagine never being able to see his twin again.]

...I'm sorry.

[video] fluorite_flux July 10 2010, 05:02:54 UTC

[He shakes his head, surprised he's reached this point of being able to speak about it like this.]

I have accepted it. It was something he chose. And, he is still with me. Always.

[video] probablykaoru July 10 2010, 05:22:56 UTC

...It still must be hard. I can't imagine living without Hikaru.

[video] fluorite_flux July 10 2010, 05:29:31 UTC

And hopefully you will never have to. It is quite possible he won't be able to help but follow you here, after all! [He laughs.]

[video] probablykaoru July 10 2010, 05:31:23 UTC

I'm sure he'll show up eventually. We're never too far apart.

[video] fluorite_flux July 10 2010, 05:32:52 UTC

Exactly!

What is he like? Are the two of you very similar?

[video] probablykaoru July 10 2010, 05:36:29 UTC

Most people can't tell us apart at all. Well, until he dyed his hair, at least. We've always acted almost identically, even.

[video] fluorite_flux July 10 2010, 06:00:47 UTC

Hehen, but are you really completely the same?

[video] probablykaoru July 10 2010, 06:04:30 UTC

Maybe.

[video] fluorite_flux July 10 2010, 06:19:38 UTC

[He chuckles again.]

Sometimes I still wonder what parts of me are me and what parts are him ...

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