Jan 11, 2007 17:19
I'm not hungry at all. I've lost my appetite. I really don't have much emotion. I don't feel sad. But I don't feel happy. Every once and a while I'll get a jolt of energy and joy from something. And when it happens I'm sure you notice it. But I need that more often. I can't get anything done like this. I sit in class and stare into space. But one good thing that comes from this is writing. I can write and write and write, but not much else. I can't dance. Well, I can. But I can't create. I can't put emotionless energy into a dance that needs to be full of emotion. It doesn't work. I need some inspiration. Someone help me.
:/
On a brighter note...if some of the dancers who want to mentor next year dont make it into the program...Kuhl is going to talk to the Board of ed to get a specialized course approved.
So either way I'm set.