Jun 30, 2005 02:10
lately my head has been heavy with thoughts..it just seems i mull over the same stuff all the time...its tiring but i dont know if i can stop it...i mean its not even really important stuff
i realized today that talking to rocco feels like nothing has ever happened in the past between us..i dont know if this is a good or a bad thing really...i mean i dont like animosity...but then again i dont want to forget what he is capable of, i guess? after mulling over this (of course) for a while...i realized that i should just be happy that we are friends again anyway...and that the past really is the past..its pretty cool.
im excited about this weekend...as of now im PRETTY sure justin is coming...and angie is definitely
i love the lake... i love the campfire...and the barbeques... and SWANS...and the hammock : )
i really cant think of a better way to spend the fourth of july weekend...
pssh fuck live 8...my family and i have our own piece of paradise...far away from the 30 foot speakers and satellite wires that (shockingly) are running through the yard of an old convent in our neigborhood...and will surely be bumping out some jay-z bullshit that i really dont want to hear...ill take the crackling of the fire with some mellancamp on the radio over that ANY FUCKING DAY!!
today i was given the WONDERFUL task of painting a sign for our freezer in work....so i finished it a little bit ago...and im crossing my fingers that it actually works...because if it doesnt im going to set it on fire..and not just the sign...the whole goddamned store...but first i will make myself a delicious pizza...yes
this whole post was so pointless...hmm...ok