wednesday....
i have not had a proper nights sleep in over two weeks. i think i need medication. i watch the wedding singer last night and annie hall this morning, both were very satisfactory. i cant decide what is going on in my life. im at a very wierd limbo/stuck in neutral/waiting for something to happen place. i can tell im starting to get antsy, and i have a bad feeling im going to do something dumb and impulsive soon just to change things up a bit. maybe ill go jump in the duck pond, people just dont do that anymore. i really want to write something, anything. im going to check my book o' ideas, maybe something will inspire me.