i figured it out...
ok, so i got it. i figured it out. the only bit not quit working up here yet. im such a genius. my one issue with the sorority problem. check this: film school has taken over my life. fucking duh. but, the only issue type thing with that is it is sorta unusual for a freshman to be so caught up in a major. me and my fiml friends work harder then anyone i have ever seen, and due to this i miss tons of sorority things. i stay up late studing, i wake up early on days when i dont have class to develop or read for international film or to work in the theatre.i show up early at plays to usher (ok, thats cuz i cant afford to go to them, but still im there early). which is all fine and dandy, except my roomie goes out and drinks, comes home late and wakes me up when im sleeping for the 5 hrs i get a night. im missing out on the "typical freshman college year", whuch i dont care about at all. but, what i do care about it the reputation i might be getting. i dont want to be the girl who never goes, who never parties or who isnt any fun or any of that business. cuz im alot of fun! i think so anyway. i dont want to be that girl, cuz im not. its like they cant see me for the film student, or cant understand how in love with it i am. it really bothers me. alot. i want to have fun too, just only on the weekends, when i have time to. so that was list nights smartness, now i have to run lines. horay italian silent films and play practice!