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well 2nd semester started. i got accepted to SFSU but im not going to go. my eating has been ok. somedays are ehh but others are great. ive noticed that when im not counting calories i consume alot less bc im not thinking about food as much. so i guess thats good. softball started and i hope this is just one more thing to keep me away from food. although ive always noticed that i gain weight during softball season bc we always stop off at fast food places after games and everyone is making sure that your staying energized. it sucks. but ill avoid it somehow.
people keep saying how skinny im getting. i love it, but i also hate it bc now its getting noticable and i dont want people to think that something is wrong with me. my mom thinks im doing drugs but whatever. atleast she thinks its something else haha.
my sister helps me alot. she tells me that i lost weight, but that i still have a way to go. not that im fat, but i could be skinnier. and i totally agree with her. shes so thin and inspiring. although she did ask me if i were becoming anorexic the other day. i just laughed it off. well time to look at some thinspo.
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people keep saying how skinny im getting. i love it, but i also hate it bc now its getting noticable and i dont want people to think that something is wrong with me. my mom thinks im doing drugs but whatever. atleast she thinks its something else haha.
my sister helps me alot. she tells me that i lost weight, but that i still have a way to go. not that im fat, but i could be skinnier. and i totally agree with her. shes so thin and inspiring. although she did ask me if i were becoming anorexic the other day. i just laughed it off. well time to look at some thinspo.
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