coldsores suck.
i have a coldsore. worst thing ever for my self esteem. i dont want to talk to anybody or be seen. ive had it for 3 days now and it never got huge bc i keep putting medication on it, but i just want it off my lip! i dont want george to see me so i am somewhat avoiding him, which i guess is bad. we got in a fight tonight. all he does is play fucking video games. like i think its super cool thats hes really good, but its not cool when he choose to play them over me. i guess i shouldnt care right now since i dont want him to see me anyways.
i went to the gym to blow off some steam and that went great. i feel alot better. im going to stretch bc i read that doing stretchs can make you look thinner.
then i guess ill eat.
new eating plan: portions no bigger than size of plam. bite must be as small as thumbnail. chew 22+ times. 2 drinks of water inbetween each bite. 19 after entire meal.
hopefully this drives me to just hate eating.
also, i want to do the 28 day challenge. i guess ill start with today.
F: 1/2
W: 2/2
E: 2/2
J: 2/2
C: - i dont like this so im excluding it :P
i went to the gym to blow off some steam and that went great. i feel alot better. im going to stretch bc i read that doing stretchs can make you look thinner.
then i guess ill eat.
new eating plan: portions no bigger than size of plam. bite must be as small as thumbnail. chew 22+ times. 2 drinks of water inbetween each bite. 19 after entire meal.
hopefully this drives me to just hate eating.
also, i want to do the 28 day challenge. i guess ill start with today.
F: 1/2
W: 2/2
E: 2/2
J: 2/2
C: - i dont like this so im excluding it :P