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So I took a weird food knife and gave myself one minor scratch, or so you could call it. I then took a compass and pressed as hard as I could [which wasn't that hard], and now, when I can actually feel the pain, I wonder how depressed I really must have been when I did self harm. I remember only feeling stinging but no actual pain. Now, I can feel ( Read more... )

I am currently in school [joys] and so far toady I have had one prezel with a little bit of butter ( Read more... )

I didn't manage to fast today, it was litrally, not it was impossible to get away from food at lunch...so I bought one of these bagel things with cheese, and I ate it with difficulty and pretending to look what was in the bagel like nuts [in the corn bagel itself] and what cheese etc I looked at the calories and it was 300 and 30 bloody 5 calories ( Read more... )