Stop it.

[pro_aeternitas]

All of you. This is a fucking war. Stop acting like it's a goddamn party, as if we're all going to be together until the end of the world

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[arenwalker]

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[arenwalker]

You're angry with me, I take it. It's fine. I expected you to be...

As for pretending, I most certainly am not and neither is anyone else. Lenalee's right; we're still alive and I agree, we're going to live through this war and see a brighter future. So stop being so negative.

[pro_aeternitas]

No shit. Who wouldn't be if you pulled something like that...

-bitter laugh- Don't be so naively optimistic. Most of us aren't going to live through this... -silent-

[arenwalker]

I meant what I said, Kanda. I can't control the fact it makes you angry. That's why I kept telling you not to push it.

You will. Lenalee will. Lavi will. Many of us will. I'll see to it if no one else.

[pro_aeternitas]

War brings death, brat. There's nothing you can do to stop it.

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...I'm not going to live through this war.

[arenwalker]

I know that, Kanda... and who's to say you won't? You're strong. You'll live; I know it. Besides, you always said you weren't going to die. Why the sudden change now?

[pro_aeternitas]

I'm not going to just let myself die, not until I accomplish my purpose. But if it comes, it comes. Even I can't stop that.

Don't talk about things you don't understand. I'm not going to live through this war. Even if I do, I won't have long to live afterwards anyway. Same fucking difference.

[arenwalker]

*Grits teeth* You are not going to die. Whatever you get done, fine, you'll get it done. But if you just suddenly decide it's okay to die, then I'll--

*lets out a loose breath* Even if I don't understand, can't I hope you to live anyway!? What will it take to get it through that head of yours that people care about what happens to you, Kanda??

[pro_aeternitas]

Like I said, brat, don't talk about things you don't understand.

You can try but it isn't going to help, so what the hell.

... they shouldn't care. They're not supposed to care. Dammit--

[arenwalker]

Well like it or not, we do care about what happens to you, Kanda. So deal with it.

[pro_aeternitas]

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It's a waste of time and a waste of emotion. What the hell--

-silence-

[arenwalker]

It's not a waste! We care for your well-being, Kanda, cause you're our friend and comrade and I--

*stops himself, looking slightly embarrassed*

[pro_aeternitas]

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And I don't see why you guys bother.

[arenwalker]

Because we feel for you, Kanda...

[pro_aeternitas]

Whatever. It's useless.

[arenwalker]

No it's not *said with finality*