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god...shits too hard...i hate my low self-esteem...it's hard for me to feel comfortable in a relationship because i feel like sooner or later the person i'm with is going to realize they could do much better than me and i'm going to get hurt...in my own mind, i'm annoying, unattractive, and not too bright so i don't know why anybody like megan would be with me...i think being like this has made me clingy too...i feel like when she's not with me that she's out finding someone better than me(which wouldn't be too hard)...i don't know why i'm even writing this shit