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Okay, i've been so busy! last night or friday night i dont know any more they all blend together. So me cursty, and Delanye went and forked, toilet paper'ed miss carols house what a blast. As we were running from the house, cause we thought they saw us. Right as i got to the car i slipped and fell well that freakin hurt cause i landed on my thumb, but whats partying without war wounds right? So we left and then i got home around like four thirty in the morning. Crap, i was so late my dad goes to work at like 2 in the mourn.
So when i get home i see that my gpa was up and that he was looking at the garage>? Okay so i was like what are you doin gpa and he said well im lost im tryin to get home well i go threw this every day! EVERY DAY THE SAME THING OVER AND OVER! im serious, i have to tell him at least five times in 1 HOUR, 1HOUR folks not once a day, one hour. Well my dad works at night from 5 to 8:30 so i get to do this every day and then the guy is always swearing at me. If you ever wonder why im always asking what you are doing and if you want to hang out this is why. Every day of the week same rutine over and over. I didnt think yall would want to do that ethier. GGGRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!
okay so today delanye picked me up at like 8:30 so it was Ariel, Delayne, me and this other girl i forgot her name. I really suck at names. well we went and got all these shishcabob things thingy things. We used them on one of there teachers it was so fun. We wanted to get cait to come but nobody knows what was goin on there so oh well. it was such a blast.
I got presents from texas. oh and you thought that it was good but it wasnt. My mother is so mad at me because i wanted my dad in my life that she wont even sign here name or write merry christmas. Know the funny thing is, is that, my stepfather david, can sign the card and if you guys know my history with him you would be asking why would he sign my card. Well as much as i dont like him i have to say that he was being a bigger person than my mom cause he could at least sign the card. That is an all time low. even if e was really pissed at somone i could at least step up to the plate and sign the card like a mature person. Another thing is, is that, i truelly think that i broke my rib. Ouch! i did have insurance but now that my mother took me off the policy i cant afford to go to the hospital like i probly should which means that every time i breath it just remineds me that i am a horrible person and that i deserve to hurt every time i breath!
Well srew that and screw her im not going to let it bother me even though it shatters the very stones of my soul but thats her fault. im going to talk to the bishop this sunday to see how soon i can turn in my papers. i just cant deal with all this bull crap and it feels like i have to fight just to keep what i have and im done fucking around im tired of the bullshit and im ready to go one way or the other it just depends on what happens in the next few weeks. so i love you all
Benjamen
PS/ Cait i tried to do somthing nice for you tonight and youre dad flipped out on me. Delayne drove me over to you're house at like almost 1 but i've left you're house at like 12:30 before and i dont know why he got so upset and to tell the truth i really dont care cause it pissed me off. i wanted you to have somthing nice but i guess thats just not in the cards for tonight. well see you tomorrow
love Ben
So when i get home i see that my gpa was up and that he was looking at the garage>? Okay so i was like what are you doin gpa and he said well im lost im tryin to get home well i go threw this every day! EVERY DAY THE SAME THING OVER AND OVER! im serious, i have to tell him at least five times in 1 HOUR, 1HOUR folks not once a day, one hour. Well my dad works at night from 5 to 8:30 so i get to do this every day and then the guy is always swearing at me. If you ever wonder why im always asking what you are doing and if you want to hang out this is why. Every day of the week same rutine over and over. I didnt think yall would want to do that ethier. GGGRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!
okay so today delanye picked me up at like 8:30 so it was Ariel, Delayne, me and this other girl i forgot her name. I really suck at names. well we went and got all these shishcabob things thingy things. We used them on one of there teachers it was so fun. We wanted to get cait to come but nobody knows what was goin on there so oh well. it was such a blast.
I got presents from texas. oh and you thought that it was good but it wasnt. My mother is so mad at me because i wanted my dad in my life that she wont even sign here name or write merry christmas. Know the funny thing is, is that, my stepfather david, can sign the card and if you guys know my history with him you would be asking why would he sign my card. Well as much as i dont like him i have to say that he was being a bigger person than my mom cause he could at least sign the card. That is an all time low. even if e was really pissed at somone i could at least step up to the plate and sign the card like a mature person. Another thing is, is that, i truelly think that i broke my rib. Ouch! i did have insurance but now that my mother took me off the policy i cant afford to go to the hospital like i probly should which means that every time i breath it just remineds me that i am a horrible person and that i deserve to hurt every time i breath!
Well srew that and screw her im not going to let it bother me even though it shatters the very stones of my soul but thats her fault. im going to talk to the bishop this sunday to see how soon i can turn in my papers. i just cant deal with all this bull crap and it feels like i have to fight just to keep what i have and im done fucking around im tired of the bullshit and im ready to go one way or the other it just depends on what happens in the next few weeks. so i love you all
Benjamen
PS/ Cait i tried to do somthing nice for you tonight and youre dad flipped out on me. Delayne drove me over to you're house at like almost 1 but i've left you're house at like 12:30 before and i dont know why he got so upset and to tell the truth i really dont care cause it pissed me off. i wanted you to have somthing nice but i guess thats just not in the cards for tonight. well see you tomorrow
love Ben