A poem inspired by a loved (one)
I am Benjamen glen Chisholm,
i am just tex
i am affected by what those who i love think,
i am stubborn,onry,crazy,will give anything to a friend, will meet you half way, kick youre ass if you cross me, will MAKE YOU EARN MY RESPECT i dont give it, will love you completly, i will always be strait foreward and to the point, i dont beat around the bush, will strive to be as the lord asks me to be, ill be a loving father whos past will drive him forward and excell him to take an extra second to offer a hug or read them another bed time story, let the stay up late wipe away their tears and and kiss their ouweys better, i will be a loving husband who will sacrifice his deepest dreams or desires just so that that she will never have to feel pain, get stressed, ever have to be in the shadow of a cloud, have a permanent umbrella, will walk a step behind just so that as we are walking they can see just how lucky and trully amzing Caitlin really is and how lucky i am to have her.
i am the best friend of seth, who is a bad mamba jamba on the guitar and the lead singer in my band of which im the drummer and it is called up start 6
i am trying to remember that my actions affect those that i dont even know are there and that by what i say or do can change their lives and how things are
I need to remember that i need to not just live for my friends but also myself
I am a United States Young Marine and i have pride unbreakable for my country and what it stands for
I wish to show people somthing that is so deep so powerfull but yet they are not ready for what it is
I am ............ I am one who has finally found what he has prayed for threw spilt blood and many a tears threw all the years of enduring threw the painand all the lies i have found love truth respect apreciation unbreakable will steadfastness in Christ, friends, family but most of all i found the little notes, the playfull kisses on the cheek the litllen things that everyone took for granted but yet are the most sacred to this person
i have found my self
FOR EVERY ONE TO KNOW I FOUND MYSELF BECAUSE OF MY FRIENDS BUT THEIR IS ONE PERSON IN PARTICULAR WHO KEPT MY SOUL AND ME ALIVE AND KICKIN
This is dedicated to caitlin marie fobert
I wrote this the night that i tried to kill myself and i talked to you Cait i will never be the same because of you and i love you and trust you and i think i will turn in my papers soon but will talk about that later ILOVE YOU WITH EVE4RY THING I HAVE LEFT IN ME I BREATH BECAUSE YOU HELP ME BREATH I SEE BECAUSE YOU GAVE ME YOURE EYES AND I LOVE BECAUSE YOU GAVE ME YOURE HEART I WILL AND FOREVER LOVE YOU AND NOT EVEN GOD CAN CHANGE THAT I LOVE YOU
I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU ILOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!