May 23, 2005 11:48
This weekend i went to the movies with Stine and we dressed up in pretty black dresses they were awesome and went to see Star Wars it was alrite I'm not a big fan though.... I kinda got depressed cause goin to the movies just isnt the same without sid ...FUCK!! i want you to want me!!!! i hope things change ......... i just hope hes happy without me ...........I just knew if i would of comtinued with him i would have got heart broken harded then I already have cause..Don't wish, don't start
Wishing only wounds the heart:
There's a girl I know
He loves her so
I'm not that girl! and that sux but it life and we must move on i'lll found the one for meto see soon.......Tired excuses, but maybe no, maybe they are true but we dont want the same thingand thats suxs but its life I want him to know that I'll alwyas care for him and hes good guy,I'm just not that girl...........gosh life sometimes you love it other times you hate it! this is my last journal entry until skool start back i love you all and hope you have a greattttt summer and ihope i loss wieght... i love y'all and Say NO to drugs!!!