updated!
hey this is an updated umm..... well my life? mhmhm okay i mean what wont kill me can only make me stronger!Well I am goin to run for Junior Officer ummm...even if my speech is good that doesnt necesary mean I going to win! But i mean all i can do is try! Oh i met this guy name Joey this weekend, hes really nice and sweet guy but im soo afraid of talkin to him cause i still think about keegan alot and its soo hard on me to not call him but i havent even talked to him in awhile and he hasnt even tried to call me just to say hey but i guess he not even thinkin about me !!! ughhh pisses me off soo him that he doesnt even about me !! oh well that means i really need to get over him but i cannt!!! cause i care about him!! life sucks! and then it blows!