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Can i just say that I love undergrad professors? They give me way too much credit for the amount of effort I put into my work. I gave a presentation in one history class that I got a 9.8 out of 10 possible points. Then we had two class discussions in another history class that were graded. I got a 91 the first day and 85 the second. And I really didn't put forth that much effort on either. So score for me!
so things with my friend are...well we're still friends. We went out together on Sunday and talked things through because there were a lot of things I needed time to collect my thoughts on, but I really needed him to know. The conversation was not comfortable, I spent most of it restraining tears (didn't always work) and there were times when I wanted to really hurt this guy. But the conversation served it's purpose.
That's not to say that everything is back to normal, and certainly not to say that things went the way I would have liked them to go. I really hate the way things are now, at least it's real. Hopefully enough time will pass that this won't be a big deal, that I'll see things differently. Actually I'd rather forget about this altogether...
so things with my friend are...well we're still friends. We went out together on Sunday and talked things through because there were a lot of things I needed time to collect my thoughts on, but I really needed him to know. The conversation was not comfortable, I spent most of it restraining tears (didn't always work) and there were times when I wanted to really hurt this guy. But the conversation served it's purpose.
That's not to say that everything is back to normal, and certainly not to say that things went the way I would have liked them to go. I really hate the way things are now, at least it's real. Hopefully enough time will pass that this won't be a big deal, that I'll see things differently. Actually I'd rather forget about this altogether...