I know why you're playin' these dirty games They're killing me...
My horoscope from Monday:
"Although you thought you knew what you wanted, it may not be what you actually need. And even if you get it, it still might not make you happy. You can courageously put on a smile for everyone in spite of your disappointment. But there's really no reason to fake it if your outer appearance doesn't reflect your inner discontent."
Del Mar and Showpark were awesome. I've never been so exhausted in my life. I wish I could just nap all day, but it's time to go to fucking work. Moving out of the apt this week, we have to be gone by friday. =( Sad times...
I crawled out from the pain of yesterday
I crawled to you and
I said all the things that you said to say
Have I said enough
Do you like it yeah e yeah
Do you like it yeah e yeah
I know why you're playin' these dirty games
They're killing me and
I know how you love to watch me beg
Well here I am
Do you like it yeah e yeah
And do you like it yeah e yeah
And do you like it yeah e yeah, yeah e yeah, yeah e yeah
I don't wanna be a puppet for you
Don't wanna bite the hand that's feeding
I don't wanna be a sucker for you, oh yes you
I hate myself for begging
I hate myself for staying
I hate myself for listening to,
You, you, you, you, you
It's too little too late
Well I can't escape
So beggin' you please
I changed all the things that you told me to change
I'm on my knees
Do you like it yeah e yeah
And do you like it yeah e yeah
And do you like it yeah e yeah, yeah e yeah, yeah e yeah
I don't wanna be a puppet for you
Don't wanna bite the hand that's feeding
I don't wanna be a sucker for you, ah yes you
I hate myself for begging
I hate myself for staying
I hate myself for listening to you
I just wanna get out
Stuck inside of this
Waiting for something else
Waiting to exist
Can you offer me help
Help from what I missed, I missed, I
Do you like it yeah e yeah
Do you like it yeah e yeah
Do you like it yeah e yeah, yeah e yeah, yeah e yeah
I don't wanna be a puppet for you
Don't wanna bite the hand that's feeding
I don't wanna be a sucker for you, ah yes you
I hate myself for begging
I hate myself for staying
I hate myself for listening to you oh I
For listening to you oh I
For listening to you oh I
For listening to you oh
"Although you thought you knew what you wanted, it may not be what you actually need. And even if you get it, it still might not make you happy. You can courageously put on a smile for everyone in spite of your disappointment. But there's really no reason to fake it if your outer appearance doesn't reflect your inner discontent."
Del Mar and Showpark were awesome. I've never been so exhausted in my life. I wish I could just nap all day, but it's time to go to fucking work. Moving out of the apt this week, we have to be gone by friday. =( Sad times...
I crawled out from the pain of yesterday
I crawled to you and
I said all the things that you said to say
Have I said enough
Do you like it yeah e yeah
Do you like it yeah e yeah
I know why you're playin' these dirty games
They're killing me and
I know how you love to watch me beg
Well here I am
Do you like it yeah e yeah
And do you like it yeah e yeah
And do you like it yeah e yeah, yeah e yeah, yeah e yeah
I don't wanna be a puppet for you
Don't wanna bite the hand that's feeding
I don't wanna be a sucker for you, oh yes you
I hate myself for begging
I hate myself for staying
I hate myself for listening to,
You, you, you, you, you
It's too little too late
Well I can't escape
So beggin' you please
I changed all the things that you told me to change
I'm on my knees
Do you like it yeah e yeah
And do you like it yeah e yeah
And do you like it yeah e yeah, yeah e yeah, yeah e yeah
I don't wanna be a puppet for you
Don't wanna bite the hand that's feeding
I don't wanna be a sucker for you, ah yes you
I hate myself for begging
I hate myself for staying
I hate myself for listening to you
I just wanna get out
Stuck inside of this
Waiting for something else
Waiting to exist
Can you offer me help
Help from what I missed, I missed, I
Do you like it yeah e yeah
Do you like it yeah e yeah
Do you like it yeah e yeah, yeah e yeah, yeah e yeah
I don't wanna be a puppet for you
Don't wanna bite the hand that's feeding
I don't wanna be a sucker for you, ah yes you
I hate myself for begging
I hate myself for staying
I hate myself for listening to you oh I
For listening to you oh I
For listening to you oh I
For listening to you oh