Apr 17, 2006 12:21
Oh wow. Not having a computer made that realization take so long. I'm slightly disappointed in myself for not having figured that out sooner. Shucks, I must be losing my touch. Course it's only the third day I've had a computer since the beginning of the year so I'll give myself some credit for figuring it out that fast.
I don't know about the idea of Karma. You really need to believe me when I say it doesn't bother me. I've said it before and you seem determined to not believe me. Trust me, it's been over a while and I've moved on =).
I am, however, a little disappointed in you. I thought you would avoid the one thing that has always consistantly hurt you. But that's your perrogative, and I no longer need to deal with the consequences so it's not something I'm going to harp on.
Congratulations. You finally "one-uped" me right? At least in your mind, and that's all that matters ;). Thank god for horse shows to get me out of this insanitly called "the valley," don't know how I would make it otherwise. And they've never been better. The people, the horses, the job =) So glad I've never had to leave it behind.
Other than that surprise, things kick ass.
But I miss him... San Diego has never seemed so far away.
I wanna have the same last dream again,
the one where I wake up and I'm alive.
Just as the four walls close me within,
my eyes are opened up with pure sunlight.
I'm the first to know,
my dearest friends,
even if your hope has burned with time,
anything that's dead shall be re-grown,
and your vicious pain, your warning sign,
you will be fine.
Hey, yo - here I am,
and here we go,
life's waiting to begin.
Any type of love - it will be shown,
like every single tree reach for the sky.
If you're gonna fall,
I'll let you know,
that I will pick you up
like you for I,
I thought this thing,
I can't replace.
When everyone was working for this goal.
We're all the children left without a trace,
only to come back, as pure as gold,
To recite this all.
Hey, yo - here I am,
and here we go,
life's waiting to begin.
Tonight, hey, yo,
here I am,
and here we go,
life's waiting to begin.
Tonight, hey, yo,
here I am,
and here we go,
life's waiting to begin.
I cannot live, I can't breathe
unless you do this with me
I cannot live, I can't breathe
unless you do this with me
I cannot live, I can't breathe
unless you do this with me
I cannot live, I can't breathe
unless you do this with me
I cannot live, I can't breathe
unless you do this with me
I cannot live, I can't breathe
unless you do this with me
Hey, yo - here I am (do this with me),
and here we go,
life's waiting to begin (do this with me).
Hey, yo - here I am (do this with me).
And here we go,
life's waiting to begin,
life's waiting to begin.